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Thursday, July 9, 2009

For Grandpa


I don't know what to say. Words fail me to try and describe how I am feeling besides miserable. I try to be strong but at the end of the day when I have nothing else to think about it creeps up on me and I can't breathe from the pain. It's not fair that such a wonderful man was taken away so soon. I feared the day it would happen because I was so close to him, we were birds of a feather. He was amazing and anyone who didn't get a chance to know him missed out.
Everyone has been so great in being there for me. I am sorry if I haven't gotten back to anyone sending their love. I will eventually.
I am so lucky to have had him in my life. And I get by knowing that he is here with me now...as I have said I am not very religious but one thing I do believe in is that he is here and when I go to bed at night I know he is giving me a kiss on the forehead. I know he will watch over his Great Grand babies when they come and I know that he is feeling no pain and smiling over my shoulder as I write this.
I love you Grandpa


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5 comments:

Ali, Allan + Willow said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Shea. I know how much you adored him. I'm here for ya if you need anything. Love ya.

kenzie said...

i have a poem for you on my blog. go read it.

Brian, Laura, and Lucas Bone said...

I am so sorry to hear about the loss for your entire family. I know that he was a rock that everyone leaned on. Even though it has been some time since we have been close, I still remember the way he made everyone feel special, especially you. Let me know when the funeral is and I would love to be there. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Erin said...

Shea I am really sorry about your Grandpa. Time will mend your heart and you will forever recieve little reminders from him

Phil and Stephanie said...

sorry about your loss. even though it sounds like a gain! sorry for the pain though...it is really hard! love you shea